The future

I have a good idea what I am going to do in my life yet some aspects are still fuzzy. I am going to become a chemical engineer I am going to go and live in Germany.I am going to go and help the 4-h club there But what I am going to do with he rest of my time, my life well I just don’t know. I really want to go and help out people even if I am alone I want to go to a little village and make them self sustainable and better educated. I will help the kids get through school but I just don’t know what do to or how to do it. The other thing is I really don’t know if I want to leave my family or not. Finally well all this I just don’t think I’ll have time for a wife, yet I really want children as well as somebody to be close to and to come home to every day, but really I don’t know if I’ll have the time and I doubt that I’ll meat anybody special in Germany and well if I get married right after college in the us I doubt she will want to go to Germany with me… and well I’ve seen way too many examples of the nice guys never finding any body. And well I really don’t think any body is interested.