Winter the cold months

As Remus's and Kelsey's relationship progressed they ate lunch together went to see a few movies every once in a while. The typical day for Remus was as so. He would get to school and go to his locker walk over to Kelsey first period classroom where her group met in the morning. They would talk Remus would listen to there conversations. They never really included him in them. And as the five Minuit bell rang he said good bye he hugged Kelsey and kissed her on the lips. With his eyes closed. He went through his first four periods wishing to see her in his forth period class for she sat right in front of him. They talked normally worked together. But again Remus felt alone he kinda just sat there for he...he just didn't feal comterable talking to the others in that class and some times even Kelsey. At lunch he walked with Kelcey to her locker then to his then to the groups usually lunch so that was the end of there alone time. Then the lunch group all girls the occasional guy. Loud, giggly, happy place, yet Remus was not happy. He sat there listing to there conversations with so many inside joaks. Fealing so confused and befuddled he just sat and thought. By the end of lunch he got up so did Kelcey. They hugged, kissed and he left to his next class. Remus tried to talk to her each night he waited up for her on line waiting fore that little green dot to appear. Most of the time it remained gray. other times she was buzzy. But once in a while they would talk. Talk about things consuring others. some goles things cupples would usually talk about. Remus was never really happy. this mad him over look the fact that he loved her. He use to ask himself what will happen in senor year? How would i be able to leave her behind. Go to a different college. Remus was blinded by the fact he wanted more, and could not see that he was content with the things he had.

People change!

So manny people change some for the better some for the worst. Moast I've seen are for the worst, like Mary. she was so happy in San Fransisco. All her asan frends short and content. laphing marly over the hills and ocian views. Forced to move here by her "over protective" parents. Taking over her recently dead grandfathers house. Attending c-mont. She ganed a groop of frends who then ditched her. Sitting at lunch alone for a quorter she became verry depressed then she got us. I dont know if that is a good thing but i guss it is. She will take anny advice you give her yet she does not do it. It is like taling to a computer screen it just wont work. The other person is Perie. I would say she changed towards a different group. She barely talks at all any more she says hi after I say hi I ask how are you she says good then no more response. We see each other every once and a while for a second say hi then move on. I kinda miss talking to her as a good friend that I use to be able to tell any thing to, but people change.