Confidence

What can't you do in this world? In truth you can do a lot of things as long as you do not violate the laws of physics (just rewrite them)! I really have to thank somebody for opening my eyes. One of my favorite quotes is FDR's saying "there is nothing to fear but fear its self" to me this quote means so much. The only thing really standing in the way of me coming right out, is my fear of what they think of me. In truth why do I fear that, it's stupid. If I do my thing, if I am able to rock it, then who cares what I am? I've been trying to get rid of this fear for a while and now I think I can do it. Recently I've barely looked down when I'm walking. Still there are a few things that will take a while that are connected to this fear. Like that gut wrenching feeling that I get when I'm alone and going some place new. Or even that you can see my heart beating when I have to talk in front of a group of people. I am no longer going to be afraid of it. Let them think what they think, they already know me, so whats a little secret? Why would that little secret change what they think of me. I'm not going to just let chances slip by like before, never again. I will not just see a cute person walk by and not say hi. I'm going to be me. Nothing more nothing less. My past made me, and I am who I am because of it, and I'm proud of it. I'm never going back to change it. I feel that this is a big, tremendous goal, but I will do it.